Remaining Words

In the night obscure vision foretold
Waking from a nightmare to face another
Your departure smashed dreams into reality
what once was full of life and warmth...
is now as cold as a distant memory

Following the leading lights
there shall find lost love
to join for the rest of eternity
while behind are left weeping shadows

Mourning for her
The ending so cruel
No last farewell
Our rage dwells in hell

...Time races fast
you now belong to the past
though unforgetful your life is
in my heart finds its peace

I see you without open eyes
Beyond me your beauty floats
Beyond what's real in my mind you roam
Stay with me, fragile I am
For your absence made me half
Your presence forever lingers on my thoughts

Gazing behind a wall
Reflections like on water
slowly fading away with sun
carved into remaining words

Circle of life inevitably ends
In bitter tears they must learn
This key to another world is necessary
with her their love they didn't bury

De Profundis

(translation in Latins: from deep within)

Cries as the pale light breaks the mystification
Never knew they could be adored
Shared a life so blackened
The misery could not let them live

O Death, give me your hand
Near you I seek my peace
My mind again cannot dream
With this last heart piece

He craved for hope while
Moon Luster shed tears in help

Now it breathes in serenity
The tide is gone with his angel of night
It broke the rocks he lived in
With a force that warmed his tortured skin

But the bleakness caught him
Feels more painful than ever
The sight of leaving marked
that autumn scenery forever

For a while he sensed
that the sound of silence
had changed two lives

[Grunts:]
A scream to leave...
Cleaved wings...

Doomed to rest in solitude, in stone body
Wondering through seas and dust
His call could no one hark

Dies in a final glimpse
Eyelids heavily closed
He is now safe and quiet
in his beautiful dream

I felt like I needed you
but didn't realise in all my tragedy
It was you that needed to fly with me

The Nine Hells

Behind the curse I hide in shame
Who is the one to define the real me?

The paralysing poison brings me to surface
I'm the one to take control of your inability

Cruel past has left its scars on me
I cannot face the future, I need to sleep

Its more than a sleep
Slowly death of your last living piece

But how can you judge if you never felt?
No one can understand my grief, my agony

Remove the cloak of misery
Before our body cracks from ferocity

Rage and sadness won't fade away
I am doomed from this phobic present

Your actions have doomed your will
Defenceless you are by choice not by need

Powerless and frail, weak and alone
How can the fears and demons be gone?

If you resist, don't give up so easily
Bliss shines upon the hidden tranquillity

My soul and dreams are haunted by angels
My body's infirmity can't help me escape from decay

It needs time to heal your lost sanity
Those means have also diseased your lucidity

You speak the faded truth
Why weren't you beside me in my darkest hours?

Paranoia and illusions had suppressed my voice
You are blind and deaf when colours become noise

Drugs have made me a savage outsider
Redeem me please from the sin of my unwillingness

Forever here I am, trust your fortitude
Faith and Patience, together there is no solitude

There are always two sides
Persistence to retrieve the wasted life

Inner self will make you see the hopeful sights
No more anguish for we have faced the Nine Hells