B-side: Melancholic Sight

this was the first version of Melancholic Euphoria
As you can read it changed drastically

Melancholic Sight (Melancholic Euphoria demo)

I see there is no future for me
Words full of lies and pity
Buried under a false promise
Not able to follow with life
No love or sympathy

In this life I’m a parasite
Everything I hate is all I am
A conformist who hides and fakes
suppresses his desires
who knows that no one loves truly

Your heart's door is closed
and you’ve hidden the key
If only I could find it
and then I’d be finally happy
If only I had you
but…

In this life I’m a parasite
Everything I loathe is all I am
A conformist who hides and fakes
suppressing my desires
cause I know I’m not welcomed

I can only know pain
All it seems in vain

But I’ll insist and persist
Till bitter end takes me
These drops of love can be my faith
This blank life can fill with a kiss

I'll embrace sadness and
I will fake a smile again
I’ll hide all my feelings
Deep in my hurted heart

And I will wait, I will crave
I will pray until you say
The word that’ll make me stay
(in this world)