The Nine Hells

Behind the curse I hide in shame
Who is the one to define the real me?

The paralysing poison brings me to surface
I'm the one to take control of your inability

Cruel past has left its scars on me
I cannot face the future, I need to sleep

Its more than a sleep
Slowly death of your last living piece

But how can you judge if you never felt?
No one can understand my grief, my agony

Remove the cloak of misery
Before our body cracks from ferocity

Rage and sadness won't fade away
I am doomed from this phobic present

Your actions have doomed your will
Defenceless you are by choice not by need

Powerless and frail, weak and alone
How can the fears and demons be gone?

If you resist, don't give up so easily
Bliss shines upon the hidden tranquillity

My soul and dreams are haunted by angels
My body's infirmity can't help me escape from decay

It needs time to heal your lost sanity
Those means have also diseased your lucidity

You speak the faded truth
Why weren't you beside me in my darkest hours?

Paranoia and illusions had suppressed my voice
You are blind and deaf when colours become noise

Drugs have made me a savage outsider
Redeem me please from the sin of my unwillingness

Forever here I am, trust your fortitude
Faith and Patience, together there is no solitude

There are always two sides
Persistence to retrieve the wasted life

Inner self will make you see the hopeful sights
No more anguish for we have faced the Nine Hells