These Wasted Seasons

To disobey, to surpass those boundaries
One more time to fool my notions

Clarify me, free of self-deceit

Illuminate this darkest side of me
Failed to become what I could be
In the essence of all life
I’m caught in between
[Soprano and screams:]
Sophisticated and futile

To wade in mediocrity and self absorption
So many lights devoured in the ocean of my sorrow
Where you, my lonely night, are

[Soprano A capella:]
These mirror eyes
Reflecting day’s vanity
In bitter tears

Alius Artus
Can it break the circle?
I wish I knew all the truth
Out of my distressing contemplations

[Clear vocals and grunts:]
Help me overtake this empty body
To retrieve a pure piece I lost
Lost in the attempt to escape from this vain world