Aeternus: In Perpetual Quest # 2

Walking with humans without destination
Beyond emotions and thoughts a salvation
Life scared me away

And they believe I’m a spirit

Ghost of the past I couldn’t change
Come to remind me I have no power
Upon the things that should leave me weak

Voiceless they ask me for answers
When I’m flooded with questions
Their eyes of nostalgia taught me
The meaning of returning to home

Why plead for oblivion?
Let the memories stay
Moments unforgettable remain
Why are we crying?

And I cry as I lose something that was never mine
As I lose the biggest part of myself in this perpetual quest

They wonder why I travel alone
Nobody knows eternity is my home
And it possesses my soul in patience
Where honesty has become my essence
Death was scared away

Have I survived in this quest?
Fill with breath my chest
Passing moments won’t bleed
Am I caught in between?

And I cry for everything that I didn’t give
As this part of myself only I have seen